Appetite for nothing

I've lost my appetite, most likely due to Metformin. Thought of hot food just don't appeal to me at all. I find myself going through a day eating only few slices of bread and that's it.

I was put on Metformin last November for the first time. Due to that I managed to loose (not intentionally really) 15 kg within 4 months. My secret: I couldn't eat.

I've also been sick. This was after I managed to force myself to eat fried chicken, which I absolutely love. I'm having terrible pains in the side of my lower stomach. Still no periods.

Damned Facebook, as old school mates are posting news of happy occasions: "Just had a baby" " Having another baby" and so on. Of course I could NOT use it. Those are the moments, when I feel sadness slowly creeping inside me. And I'm just thinking, that I will never experience that kind of happiness: having my own child for the first time in my arms. It's killing me.

I don't get this downs that often any more, but when it hits... it's hard to shake off.