Hurray. Periods are finally here. Had bloods done yesterday for all sorts of hormone levels. I've also been feeling really hormonal. Had a good cry yesterday. Just felt so sad thinking that I might not ever be able to give a child to my husband. Obviously, it means that I can never have a child but I just feel bad to my hubby. Most likely, he would have a kid in a minute if he'd be with someone else.
I know he loves me with all of his heart and he will never leave me, definitely not for this. The thought just creeps in to my mind every now and again. Like, suffering miscarriages etc. isn't enough. I need to have scary thoughts messing up my mind. Nice.
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