I'm feeling so unbelievable down. I just cannot seem to stop crying. I cannot even pin point, why I'm feeling so miserable. Should I blame the hormones, even if I don't probably have enough of them in my body to cause all this emotional mayhem?
I know for sure that one of the reason are waiting for the test results. Just thinking the worse. I already trying to think how I'll cope and carry on with my life after hearing we probably won't have a baby. Of course, the results could be good, but hey...it's my life. Of course they are going to be bad news. Always is, have been and will be.
I feel I'm such a failure and no good. On any aspect of my life. Too much has been given to me to carry and I don't think I can go on any more. This bloody sucks.
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