Thursday, 8 January 2009
Getting it on
Apart from getting it on all the time, I don't like this project "having a baby". Why the heck didn't have to become a project. Why couldn't things just go smoothly? Next week a blood test to see whether I ovulated with Clomid. If yes, the week after then waiting whether periods will come or whether it's scary news...just start to dread another miscarriage. Isn't pregnancy suppose to be happy time? Bollocks to that. Some might say, I'm bit frustrated and angry...some might be right.
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Being a woman sucks sometimes. I was diagnosed with polycystic ovaries about two years ago. I decided to take another path. I didn't want to put myself thru treatments that may be hard and not necessary even effective. But my choise is not easy either. To live life knowing that I will never be a mother. Living among my friends who are all mothers or about to become that. Seeing mothers with babies and thinking if I made the correct decision.
I wish you strength and that your wish comes true eventually. But in the meantime, think happy thoughts and stop trying so hard. I believe everything is easier if your mind doesn't try to force it.
Thank you for your kind words. It's difficult not to try too hard when I'm taking medications etc.
I feel for you and your decision. It very well could be mine in next few years time if nothing happen with treatments. In the end children do not make your life, they would just be nice addition.
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